Friday, May 7, 2010

Lately I`ve noticed that things aren’t in the right place anymore,
I found it unusual. I don’t know why am I feeling this way again.

It was then when I remembered something,

back then I used to “WASTE,” yes you read it right, W-A-S-T-E, my money just to treat my friends anywhere/anything they want, I thought it was a good thing because I make them happy, which makes me happier. but then as time went on, they got so much dependent that every time we hang out it is I who always pay the bill and other concerns like jeepney fares and the like...

I don’t actually care how much I spend but the thought of being a FEEDER is totally UNFAIR, like

“hey! Can you buy this for me? I’ll pay you later!” -- yeah right..

“ammm I don’t have enough money can I borrow from you? Promise i`ll pay you!” -- borrow? :)) haha.

“ui! You have a lot of money LIBRE LIBRE LIBRE!” -- uhm, I just can`t say NO, now can I?

I admit I got all fed up, and for a minute I forgot about them,
forgot hanging out with them. I hate the idea that it is I who always act as if nothing happened and always adjust with their “gimme that for free” attitude that always comes with DEMAND and surprisingly they don’t even care if I still have enough money left for myself. Likewise I hate it when I always get left behind, the feeling of becoming an “UNINVITED” is sickening. It’s when you don’t actually know if they want you to go with them or if they think that you cant get up with their thing so just not invite you,

it gets me paranoid because I’m left with nothing, NO IDEA on what they want to/wanna do, the places they want to go, the foods they want to eat and many things to say bla bla bla. Ever since I`ve always felt this way, I feel that people just treat me as a friend because of what I have and what I can give which is actually unfair on my side. I never asked something in return considering the fact that I’m the usual MR.NICE GUY who at the end of the day always forgives and FORGETS and just pretends that nothing ever happened. Maybe sometimes I’m just so sensitive on things.
hope I can change a bit. =)

I wanted to share this story because I want CERTAIN PEOPLE to read this post and realize their mistakes, if they’re guilty, that sometimes being dependent on others is not good. But BOTTOM LINE I don’t have anything against them because they are my FRIENDS it’s the realization that matters for now!

Thnx for reading =)

Sunday, May 2, 2010

IM BACK

I'm BACK

whoa? as you can see, my last post was the day after my 16th birthday. It has been a long time since my last blogpost and now I'm back and ready to kick some words! =)

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and so why am I back?
The VERY reason why i blogged again is because of my BES DAYANG-DAYANG MONEERA BAGIS MANSUL, who also has her own site, because of her convincing power poof I’m back. She’s the one who I trust especially in editing my write-ups, who would not trust her? She’s really good in copy-reading and in fact she qualified during the last RSPC. wew what an achievement claps* claps* =)

NEXT reason

Is because I’m B.O.R.E.D especially that it's summer, not my favorite time, if you followed my previous blogs you’ll know why =)

LASTLY,

I'm back to blogging because if I'll be keeping my self relaxed with nothing to do then my brain would not work, and it would last till the classes will open and thus I'll be having a hard time coping up with COLLEGE subjects that are apparently very HARD @.@ and this I guess is a very good remedy to somehow let my brain work (crossed fingers).

And that’s it!

WELCOME me BACK =)

Next post soon….




Friday, July 17, 2009

UP dream dimmed


Who would not want to be enrolled in the FAMOUS

University of the Philippines

Who would not want to be a full pledge graduate of the

University of the Philippines

Who would not want to experience the so called “independence” at

University of the Philippines

Who would not want to be in the

University of the Philippines?

Bottom Line!
Because of the “campaign” that we had for the Student Government I was NOT able to grab an application form for the upcoming UPCAT or UP College Admission Test.

Sad Part!
The sad part is that, once again I was not able to do want my friend Edsel wants, the last time he wanted me to join the 17th ASSP but opportunity didn’t allow me, so next he wanted me to take the UPCAT but what can I do? UP sent only 10 application forms and hello? What is 10 out of 100+ senior high school students who aspires to be in UP? What a crap! *sigh

UP dream dimmed

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Update of my “simple” life

Admitted VICE PRESIDENT of 10-A Corporate Class

DEBATED during the 4th Taskforce Siembrada Environmental Debate Cup

Admitted PROJECT MNGR. of the DANCE TROUPE

Admitted PRESIDENT of the RED CROSS YOUTH ORG.

HOPEFULLY become an official candidate for the STUDENT GOVERNMENT

Sunday, May 10, 2009

reminiscing =(






missing them
the NERDZ/XITHEADZ/BAY

MAMAs DAY

Nine months of patience, suffering, love and care
An unbeatable courage and strength had come in pair
You fought for me even against all odds
You were truly a guardian angel sent by God
I always correct those people who call you HER
Because for me it is best to call you MOTHER

Who would forget the day when she faced-to face with DEATH just to give life to you. The months the she couldn’t walk that straight for safety reasons, those weeks that she couldn’t see herself in the mirror because of her big nose, the hours that she would hold her tummy and sing an old classical hit, the seconds that she would say those three words I LOVE YOU.
Isn’t it amazing that our beloved MOTHER risked it all just for our own good and here we are stupid little children who would just fight and make faces when she turns her back. She may not say it every single moment but she mean it by the things she does for us. Simple things that we just ignore and sometimes take for granted. Every time we have our troubles her presence was there to listen, to understand, and to give some advices.
She wanted all the best in us, she never leaves us when we have our own fight. In competitions she’s always ready to give her full support.
And when it comes to the topic LOVE, she would just say

“ANAK BATA KA PA”

I always love to listen to this line from the hit of BOYZ2MEN
loving you is like food to my SOUL

-MAMA

Friday, May 8, 2009

What should I pick?

Few weeks left and ill be stepping into another level of my life, my SENIOR life
I don’t have any idea of what might happen during my PHYSICS and TRIGONOMETRY classes maybe ill feel the nerve racking situations, problems, hypothesis, laws and etc.
Obviously im not that ready for now but I guess ill be loving both subjects (hopefully).


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At this time I haven’t chosen as to what course to pick for college but I have my list of courses.

1. POLITICAL SCIENCE
2. CIVIL ENGINEERIN
3. BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION
4. BS BIOLOGY

5. ACCOUNTANCY

Maybe you’re thinking that its too early but its needed ahaha

What should I pick?

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