UP dream dimmed

Who would not want to be enrolled in the FAMOUS

University of the Philippines

Who would not want to be a full pledge graduate of the

University of the Philippines

Who would not want to experience the so called “independence” at

University of the Philippines

Who would not want to be in the

University of the Philippines?

Bottom Line!
Because of the “campaign” that we had for the Student Government I was NOT able to grab an application form for the upcoming UPCAT or UP College Admission Test.

Sad Part!
The sad part is that, once again I was not able to do want my friend Edsel wants, the last time he wanted me to join the 17th ASSP but opportunity didn’t allow me, so next he wanted me to take the UPCAT but what can I do? UP sent only 10 application forms and hello? What is 10 out of 100+ senior high school students who aspires to be in UP? What a crap! *sigh

UP dream dimmed

Update of my “simple” life

Admitted VICE PRESIDENT of 10-A Corporate Class

DEBATED during the 4^th Taskforce Siembrada Environmental Debate Cup

Admitted PROJECT MNGR. of the DANCE TROUPE

Admitted PRESIDENT of the RED CROSS YOUTH ORG.

HOPEFULLY become an official candidate for the STUDENT GOVERNMENT

reminiscing =(

missing them
the NERDZ/XITHEADZ/BAY

MAMAs DAY

Nine months of patience, suffering, love and care
An unbeatable courage and strength had come in pair
You fought for me even against all odds
You were truly a guardian angel sent by God
I always correct those people who call you HER
Because for me it is best to call you MOTHER

Who would forget the day when she faced-to face with DEATH just to give life to you. The months the she couldn’t walk that straight for safety reasons, those weeks that she couldn’t see herself in the mirror because of her big nose, the hours that she would hold her tummy and sing an old classical hit, the seconds that she would say those three words I LOVE YOU.
Isn’t it amazing that our beloved MOTHER risked it all just for our own good and here we are stupid little children who would just fight and make faces when she turns her back. She may not say it every single moment but she mean it by the things she does for us. Simple things that we just ignore and sometimes take for granted. Every time we have our troubles her presence was there to listen, to understand, and to give some advices.
She wanted all the best in us, she never leaves us when we have our own fight. In competitions she’s always ready to give her full support.
And when it comes to the topic LOVE, she would just say

“ANAK BATA KA PA”

I always love to listen to this line from the hit of BOYZ2MEN
“loving you is like food to my SOUL“

-MAMA

What should I pick?

Few weeks left and ill be stepping into another level of my life, my SENIOR life
I don’t have any idea of what might happen during my PHYSICS and TRIGONOMETRY classes maybe ill feel the nerve racking situations, problems, hypothesis, laws and etc.
Obviously im not that ready for now but I guess ill be loving both subjects (hopefully).

* * *

At this time I haven’t chosen as to what course to pick for college but I have my list of courses.

1. POLITICAL SCIENCE
2. CIVIL ENGINEERIN
3. BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION
4. BS BIOLOGY
5. ACCOUNTANCY

Maybe you’re thinking that its too early but its needed ahaha

What should I pick?

The attack of my mortal enemies

I really H.A.T.E rats in any form mice, mouse, hamster whatever you may call it! they are my number 1 as in O.N.E enemy. I despise them by their tiny ears, two little canines, hairy features, and above all their STINKY smell that knocks me out to death! I just cant live every time they are at my sight, I can feel the goosebumps bumping and adrenaline rushing. Of all the living organisms that god has made these creatures or shall I say these rodents are the ones that can really make me scream at the top of my lungs as if I’m in a roller coaster ride .

So WHY am I up to this?

Its because just LAST night I experienced “AGAIN” the terror that my BEST ENEMY brought up!
“HE” crawled at my back as if pinching me and wanted to say “HEY its me!”
Obviously my first expression was I screamed and dirty words started to burst out from my mouth then the next thing to happen was I jumped at a minimal altitude not foreseeing the things that might happen accidentally, and saw my self pale(not actually obvious for that sense) and gasping for air. Then the next scene to happen was anxiously all I can hear was the loud shriek laughter of my cousin who seemed to be very surprised for what she saw. Then next I went home relaxed my self from the tragic experience then oops found my self sleeping.

P.S I will not HATE mickey mouse for what had happen

Ahaha lol

i just cant wait

I was roaming around our house when the calendar caught my attention

As I was looking at it I realized that OH! 4 days left and its MAY, happy but a bit sad because I’ll still wait for a month till the next school year starts. But I guess all I can do for now is to WAIT wait wait wait...

sigh* urgh nothing to BLAH anymore… its getting LAME…

when writing calls

I’m back again and I’m ready to BLAH out loud
I said to my last post that maybe ill be posting by next week but
BOREDOM seemed to be ENDLESS and it S.U.C.K.S

Its kinda weird though that for a month I was not able to write or compose something for my blogsite. Unusual it seemed to be for a reason that I simply love “writing” in its craziest form. Maybe something hindered my writing for a not so good manner that even holding a pen I was not able to do --- ­­­I lose my sense of writing.
Different ideas just popped out from the deepest part of my brain but I was not able to write even one. I tried to compose a poem but it sounded very awkward , I tried to practice my feature writing skill but it came out to be none sense
Ahhhh….
The neurons in my brain are bursting and cannot work normally. I was trying to push my self down to my limitations just to see if I can survive this scenario but nothing happened it all turned out the same and apparently I became a “dumbhead” for a month long suffering and for this stuffs I blame the hot/rainy summer vacation.
I just cant live the summer atmosphere… that everybody’s enjoying.

nothing to BLAH hmmm

It has been a month passed since my last post. I don’t know what happened but it seemed that everything became so B.O.R.I.N.G and to L.A.M.E for short I am currently locked in a not so interesting life. I haven’t engaged my self into something more interesting, something that would somehow make my life USEFULL. I cant understand why are these things happening? I wonder for several times, knocked my self out, and put my self into a world that seemed to be FAKE! I cant see any traces of REALITY for the past few weeks. Is this what they call SUMMER LIFE? I cant even put my self into this thing that they are bubbling. Some are so excited to escape themselves from the parameters of their school, from the eyes of their critics, from the nerve racking tests and stuffs.
I my self would SAY id rather stay in school than to be DUMPED inside the four corners of our house. they may label me with the word NERD? GEEK? And etc.
Yet they don’t have enough proofs to count me in to those high profiled students that reached another level in their lives.
Maybe you are already puzzled of what am I talking down here
So let me end it here and just wait for my next post, next week perhaps

Soo bye bye for now!!

Thought of the day

“we can FLIRT for the whole day but one thing is for sure! Before the day ends
We make sure that we think for the one we really love before we close our eyes”

totally CONFUSED

Totally confused

Have you ever tried to love two persons at the same time?

Have you ever tried to share time for the both of them equally?

Have you ever tried to wonder why you got this intuitions?

Maybe your TORN

Like me…

Oh gawd what’s happening is the world still revolving?

My life is rotating for the both of them

Is it right? Or is it wrong?

To love them at the same time…..

...-END-...

A night of AGONY

Memories started to flash back a nostalgic feeling arose inside my empty room as it matches with the agonizing atmosphere

Silence was the only exception that not a single sound can hinder this solitary moment

Terror started to reign and tears started to fall from the eyes wishing that somehow someone would feel the sorrow that im going through

Sympathy is all I need

A little care that I am craving from you

The hurt from the heart is indeed in its highest point

Gasping for air is what I do every time I weep my heart aches every time it breaks into pieces wishing that this fake whimsical experience will end and this sarcastic agony will fade for eternity.

...-END-...

IT'S JUST THE START

The journey of the 4^th year high school students of the

WESTERN MINDANAO STATE UNIVERSITY

INTEGRATED LABORATORY SCHOOL

SECONDARY DEPARTMENT

Has not yet ended

Hence it is just the start of a new- life changing steppingstone.

they may leave the portals of our beloved campus

Yet their memories will stay along the parameters of our department

They may leave their unfinished work as officers of the student government and the rest of the clubs and organizations… yet we the followers of your footsteps will continue on working and developing your unfinished job.

For the HONOR students who strived and pushed harder to the limit

I and the rest of the student body salute you for a job well done

And to the rest of the 4^th years dream high! Continue on craving for greater heights!

BATCH 08-09 of the WMSU ILS SD

CONGRATULATIONS!!

…END…

PRECIOUS MEMOIRS

10 months of different kind of living

10 months of unrealistic points of view

10 months of sweet and bitter moments

10 months of lust and wrath

10 months agony and bliss

10 months enjoyment and thrill

10 months pride and forgiving

10 months survival

10 months heart break and heart ache

10 months of EVERYTHING

You may be thinking if what am I talking about?

The meaning of 10 months?

Well for you to understand and to be able to relate yourself

These 10 months that I am bubbling is about the 10 months of my 3^rd year life

Many things happened for the past 10 months let me include the

Happy/Sad moments

Success/Failures

War/Peace talks

Love/Wrath

And all those stuffs

To be a 3^rd year high school student is a great challenge to face we may ride in different strokes of different folks yet we still don’t have the assurance that we will past for the next school year

It is indeed that 3^rd year is what we call the transition stage

The hardest part of our high school life and I may self can prove to you that

I may have many failures yet I learn from it and crave for more so that at the end of the day Ill found my self victorious

If I am to chose?

For me 3^rd year life is the BEST despite the fact that it is the stage that let me suffer and experience a lot of things that I didn’t expect to happen and for this I will always remember my 3^rd year life and all of the

...PRECIOUS MEMOIRS...

...-END-...

MR. LAZY

YES! I admit to it!

I am capital L.A.Z.Y

LAZY LAZY LAZY

Well…

What would you think a not so ordinary 15 year old teen-ager will do?

TO WORK?

TO DO CHORES?

ha…… ha…… ha…..

working inside the house is NOT listed in my VOCABULARY

I treat my self very special

And don’t need to prove it to you

I’M NOT BORN TO SERVE!

they call me DADI

Yes! you read it right its DADI

DADI in the sense that I am big and I am the one whom they can approach

If they have their different problems

They say that because of me they feel much better but they don’t know

That its their own choice whether to follow or ignore what I’ve said

Its not my job anymore to fix a broken heart.

So those who are planning to approach me SORRY

I CANT HELP YOU

That’s all

Bow!

IM IN LOVAHHHHH!!

Cant understand my self

Coz every time that I turn my eyes on you

I feel uneasy I feel so IN LOVE

What is it in you that made me insane?

Its as is you’ve put a spell on me..

My love for you is SIMPLE yet COMPLICATED

i will not forget the word you said

“EMPTY”

If you feel so EMPTY?

Can I FILL the emptiness?

Can I complete the missing piece of your puzzle?

Can I be your BOO?

Whoa I really LOVE you..

That’s what my heart is screaming!

The START of the END

I guess its my time now to do the drama thing since all of my classmates do it through text…

But then since im not used in doing the drama thing in text so I decided to blog it nalang its just the same they’ll gonna read it parin

(sorry for the TAGLISH grammar) lol

So here it goes

To be a part of the famous 9-A CORPORATE class was INCOMPARABLE and UNPARALLELED

I will not forget the times when we “SHARED” a glass of nestea for almost 30+ classmates

Those times that there were “GRUDGES” that made the division of the class

The times that we criticized the flaws of our own classmates yet at the end of the day we ask for apology because for all we know we are all “GUILTY”

I can still remember the “cold heart dramas”

The “intense paranoia”

The “stressful dilemmas”

That all of us faced for the whole 3^rd year life

I will not forget the times when we will all laugh together because of a “KORNY” joke

The tears we’ve shed just because of a simple “MISSUNDERSTANDING”

I will not forget it all

I will not forget 9-A

I will not forget the 40 + 1= 41*

STUPID, CARING, UNDERSTANDING, OPEN-MINDED, INTELLIGENT, ATHLETIC, TALENTED, HARD-HEADED, LAZY, and above all SUPERB students of 9-A CORPORATE CLASS

I LOVE YOU from the bottom of my heart!

Thanks for the sweet/ bitter memories

Thanks for everything

I will MISS you all

And to our BELOVED ADVISER

MRS. MARILYN ACABO

I may not be the one who can say it to you verbally but then I sincerely mean it!

Until next school year!!

WELCOME ME BACK!!!

It is indeed a very long time since I hopped into my own blogspot
dealing with many things was the "MAIN" reason why I was not able to
blog for a very long time…

And now that summer has finally arrived I think it is the right time to continue on blogging hahahah…

So welcome me again!!

this is my world, my home, my blog!!

Claps*

Bow !!

jaycee